World Untold

Deep inside one's soul lies truths untold. Truths that never come out in fear of the unknown. These untold truths are not eligible even to the best of friends.Someone wise once told me that guys who tell all their true facts to their trustees are fools, my reply was, "guess am on top of that list".
Deep in slumber is an experience everyone gets each and every night except for heavy truck drivers who dwell on Miraa to keep their eyes open as they cross countries. There is one thing that not everyone has the courtesy to experience. Many might ask why but there is no answer to it but only beliefs made up by older people who act as if they're far too wise but the only thing they can be is far from being wise. Dreaming. Everyday I lay my head on my pillow hoping it would be different, hoping I would have a glimpse of how my future would be like. This is simply because picturing how I climb the ladder till I make it in the future gives me heeby-jeebies, a phobia. I woke up today feeling different. For the life that came to my dream was full of bliss, It was too good to be shared but useless if not shared.  What it did was it changed my perspective of thinking, as much as I see no way of making it in life I now know that God has it engraved on a stone tablet.

It's crazy how some ordeals in life make their occurrences. Sometimes when one yearns for something to happen, yearns so bad that that thing occupies 90% of his/ her brain activity in daylight and night,

Yummy

that yearning tends to fade away with time. I'll examplify that with the craving one has for a food he/she has never squandered, say Indian or Chinese food. After a long awaiting to taste it, one will be disappointed as it would not taste exactly as it did in one's fantasy.

The part that really swept me of my feet was the beatiful wife I get to have , so cute that am having doubts about the dream coming true, since she seemed to be too good for me.

Zill and Zest are some words I last spotted on my success cards during exam times, but now that is what I have towards achieving my goals, I hope it won't fade away like the craving for delicacies but it will gain magnitude the same way the feeling one gets when he is going for a long call. (increases as you get closer to the loo) 

Are all relationships meant to be broken?
It is an observation that each and every relationship always has an end, even marriages. I wonder why it happens but I guess love fades away with time. One thing that never fades away is friendship, but the problem is friendship can't give you kids so you have to get intimate which means you get into a relationship. Eventually that relationship ends after growing tired of each other. A very cold trick many use to get out of relationships is; when one grows tired of his/ her partner and has fallen for some other person they tend to look for the slightest mistake

to make it the cause for your break up. So slight that it will leave the partner asking questions that go unanswered and looking at the mirror to see how bad he looks. No matter how much you plead, she won't stop packing.

Good friends are hard to come by, thats why I treasure mine. But there is one thing that really bugs me. Cons. I have made a few friends here at home but they are friends from school and my only hope is that they stick to me like leeches on skin and our friendship will grow. Bish don't kill my hopes. Asta la vista guys. For all those at home know that I'll be leaving for school on Saturday and my M-besha will always be open. Thank you in advance. It is in my prayers that you all get jobs.