TrIcK oR ...... nO tReAt

The sun rises in the north..but the moon doesn't. Or it does, but nobody cares to find out.
Generosity is advised by the Bible but we're not advised on how to deal with cons, I mean should we still extend our generosity to them?  If we become misers, we are sinning but a question that still replays in my mind like a broken record is, are cons deserving of my trust? My generosity? My money?

It almost brings me to tears when I remember helping a friend in need. The way he pleaded and almost ordered me to drag  him out of a tight spot, made me realize that I was the closest help he could get. So hesitation wasn't in my vocabulary, I quickly found the money and send it to him.

Giving back became a problem, I understood maybe he had problems getting the money but a month went away then two, almost three and so I knew that he didn't want to give it back so I pleaded and the lies kept growing day by day until I gave up. To a point I thought of insulting him but I figured my mum taught me better. So now I lay down a fool waving a white flag at him as a sign of retreat or rather concealing defeat for the Swahili wisemen say asiyekubali kushindwa si mshindani. 

My conscience gives me hope for a brighter future

and a darker future for my debtor. A future of unending bliss and wealth. But a red light flashes to signify a warning that all will be lost in the blink of an eye unless I learn how to be selfish to cons. Like the Chinese saying goes that in every good there must always be a darkness hidden within and in every darkness there is always some good that keeps you human( yin and yang)

Yin and  Yang #good and bad

. So in my plenty of good I will unleash my dark side and become choosy while helping those in need of my help. So to you generous pals out there I give you an update, harden your tender hearts and let them call you stingy if they wish and all in all you will be making a future for yourself. Even a shilling can make a difference so don't console yourself by saying "it wasn't a lot, I can forget about and move on" because you will be making a fool of yourself. Excellent entrepreneurs always think about the future and are always ready to take risks, but risks that have profits unlike mine. LOL. You only live once in your lifetime so every shilling you save in each stage of your life brings a little change.
Change is always good, but only when you are ready for it. The phobia of being alone in this lifetime creeps in many souls. Lonesome is sometimes good for the mind it gives time for oneself to think and plan for oneself rather than two. From now on guys solo lobo should be your slogan for the lonesome wolf always enjoys its meal.
Adios